and I do not think it is because I am lonely or uncertain or confuse or just passing time
but something in me feels missing and wrong and now all the things that I do are for the wrong reasons and I don’t know what else to do anymore.
I don’t know how I got to this point and while I know that I have to pick myself up, somehow, I do not think that that alone is enough.
Something in me has been missing for a really long time and I’m not saying this because I’m fresh from a break up but everything feels like an out-of-body experience and I do not feel as though I know anything anymore.
All I know is that I don’t know how to tell anyone what is wrong with me. I don’t know the words to use or the expressions to portray for them to comprehend even an inch of this internal turmoil
and that is scary